my so called frenz foreva

i have heard many people say
that the school frenz will be there with us
wont forget us till there last day
but is it true, coz in my case its not

sayin hello is also rare
i guess even once in a blue moon
sometimes i really feel life is not fare
when there so many ways to stay in touch

people expect so much from myside
and to be true i do wateva i can
but to my expectations why cant they abide
when i dont ask anythin more than a hello

for how long will i do this, coz it hurts now
as for some people i no more exist
i dont know how
i really want those days back

my soul in war with myself

a fear sets out from my heart
my soul is pulled apart
a single thought can hav this immense effect
am i normal or just my hearts defect
i am not much of a writer
but something forces me to put it on paper
my soul seems to be paralysed
when everything in my heart is already analysed
i want to scream
is it reality or a dream
dont know wats happening
but everything seems so frightening
my whole self is in a war with it self
the feeling love in my heart no more dwells
the bond with people is no more stronger
even the familiar faces looks like some strangers
i dont want, but still i want someone to help me
from this fear to set me free....